Darkness Of The Night

I used to wake up every morning lovelorn, to write him all those letters…
Few?!!.. maybe thousands…
My heart became passionate about him.
I never had any fear of him…
I was living a beautiful dream on a very long night…
A dark night…
I did not listen to my mind… until I fell in the dark…
From darkness to darkness… so my heart tastes the sadness…
To wake up later blind… Cannot see the truth behind it…
Suddenly I feel my heart has stopped…
I can’t feel a pulse…
Am I dead?!!
I don’t feel anything…
I can’t hear anything…
I see nothing…
Just darkness…
If it was a dream… I want to wake up…
And if it was pain… I want it to be healed…